Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Again, again.

Okay first off I have given up using this as a blog, unless a blog is defined as a web page used by the user to describe his/her feelings and thoughts about his/her random everyday life. Wait, I think it is. Nevermind. SO ANYWAY! I forgot what I wanted to type. This happens a lot for some strange reason, but overall I think I should -- DO MY HOMEWORK ._.
Now who actually believed that? Raise your hand. I'm serious. I'm watching you from the opposite building. Anyway I decided NOT to post it since apparently people actually know and recognise this blemish on the InterNET. Yes. And XHR broke my calculator. Omg. I felt like stabbing myself right there and then. Well he didn't actually BREAK it, he just dropped it. Normally I wouldn't mind, but he scratched the SCREEEN! I hate that. I absolutely hate that. For some reason I have an obsession with extremely clean, unblemished, perfectly flawless screens. Well not ALL screens, like, those with that glassy, smooth touch. Like for PSPs, and, in this case, my calculator. Omg my blog really IS boring. Meh. I guess I don't really care/am too lazy to do anything about it. Ah, that's right. I think it's really horrible of me to not be doing anything, and to be doing nothing about and notdoinganythingness. Which really sucks. Another thing that sucks is that I don't honestly care that I'm wasting time and effort and money from everyone around me. Well actually I kinda do and as such am torn between life and death, literally. Lol. See, the way I get it is:
LIFE
Work hard(right!)
Not let everything have gone to waste(which WOULD suck but take frickin effort)
Not disappoint everyone(pretty much same as above)
Everyone wouldn't be sad(that would be a bad thing, considering we're preparin for O lvls and all)
etcetcetc

DEATH
Free myself from the need to care about anything else anymore(that in itself is a good reason already)
Not disappoint everyone(this is a maybe thing and although I'm sure many people will tell me they weren't disappointed(if/when it happens) they might be keeping it inside, which would be a bad thing caused by ME.)



Oh and we had 2.4km(estimated;we just ran a round around the school) and it got me thinking; if everyone were either hares or tortoises I'd a the tortoise shell; slow and steady but cant move on my own lol

So yea, I guess that's all I'm gonna write, if you actually bothered to read this far(no idea why you would) then congratulations but there is neither cake nor cookie.
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