Monday, October 5, 2009
exams are here! . . . hope everyone is studying hard and working hard to do their best... meanwhile, im going to bitch about myself and wallow in self pity, so take this as a notice, of sorts. if you hate such things, leave my blog. not that there are many who would be here in the first place.
first things first, i hate exams. i hate how our entire future should be determined by how close our written words match that of an answer sheet. its so annoying. to study. to work hard. lol. i think im spoiled. im so lazy, i dont do work and even then i have the nerve to ask for things. there should be reward only with risk. returns only when there's something to return. when you dont give anything, how can you expect to take? lol. *emo* *suicide* *depression*. gah. what depressive words. lol. perfect example: im writing this 2 days before my exams start, when i should spend this time studying. i love that i am alive. i love my friends, i do love my life, i do love my parents, i do love my dogs, i do love everything i have. i admire the courage my mum had to bring me up singlehandedly, and to go on. i will acknowledge that it wasnt easy. and she only has one child, which is me. which is also one of the main reasons i canNOT allow any self-damaging thoughts to come to mind. being the only child, she will rely on me when i grow old. i do not have any sibling that i could hope to push the responsibility to. i hate responsibility. i remember, in primary school i didnt want to be a monitor for that very reason. didnt want to be a prefect either, nor a councillor. just 'that other guy' you see as you walk the street. lol. turns out everyone has to work hard at some point, and earn money. especially me. i gotta support peoplez! gah. what a long blog(for me). man. also im already 15 so even if they have a kid now its not gonna be not-tough. man. God just kill me. its not like you havent done such a thing before.
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
well its kind of late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORIN BIRTHDAY BUDDY(lol) =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD SORRY I DIDNT GET YOU ANYTHING BUT I WILL LATER I [I]PROMISE[/I](you can trust this) AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN LOL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY HERE! im not with these things. uhm! CORIN I HOPE YOU HAD FUN AT MY/OUR PARTEHHHHHHHHAHAHWHEDEFSDNM1!@$!##@!!! ^^ AND GOOD LUCK WITH TDJFFRSN LOL AND HOPE UR BDAY WISH COMES TRUE AND EVELYN! UHM! . . . GOOD LUCK WITH . . . BAND? O.O >< im un-awesome that way. AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!!! IM NOT GOOD AT SURPRISES!!!!!!!!!!!! SRSLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! >=[
lol. that is all.
ITSMEBECYAYstarted this journey at8:22 AM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
OKAY TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO I KNOW; MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 19 SEPTEMBER, I WILL BE CELEBRATING IT ON THAT EXACT DAY, AT MY HOUSE. WHOEVER IS COMING PLEASE LET ME KNOW. SERIOUSLY.
ITSMEBECYAYstarted this journey at5:58 AM
Friday, August 14, 2009
but yesterday was an even better day. WAHAHA. thats all goodbye =X
ITSMEBECYAYstarted this journey at10:33 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
yes hi. today was a great day. well, somewhat. i think its great cos im actually adding to my blog. which is an amazing feat no matter what. yea. i went to buy sth today =X yay and ytd was damn funny cos my classmate is an idiot, den i sitting beside the backdoor, laugh until the door open, then laugh harder. damn stupid sia. AND TODAY I HAVE FAMOUS AMOS! yay!
ITSMEBECYAYstarted this journey at5:45 AM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
yoz omg i have a newpost!!!!!!!!!!! ! ! anyway today there was like supposed to be a solar eclipse today at 8 45 or 8 53 or 8 62 am or 7 71 or whatevrrrrrrrrr but before we at montfort could see any kind of celestial shit we were blocked by rainclouds. my class was like there, solar eclipse. sun kena block out le wad right? lol. then during physics my teacher was rly angry but i like him cos he doesnt go frickin bonkers and scream at the class, he just punishes us in a horrible way which is even worse but at least he doesnt make a big fuss out of it or anything but he was really pissed anyway so as punishment there was a pop quiz of which the marks would go into our CA. wee. then during the test i saw a split second of a flash and DAMN there was the biggest frickin wave of thunder i ever felt in my life. its like the entire class vibrated and i didnt go to school today lolmol bleh screw this
ITSMEBECYAYstarted this journey at8:52 AM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
somebody cried, when dumbledore died~
hi future me who will be reading this eventually. im too lazy to blog. gah. ytd i went to keiths housee went for a movie went back to keiths house and went home. other things happened but i cant type it cos of its potential to be used agaisnt me by keith, whom i dont blackmail at all. how evil of him. i could care less, but i dont. today i had difficulty walking because my legs were burning. like the flames of hell. that is all.
ITSMEBECYAYstarted this journey at7:14 AM
